I really dont need hair.

Since Jackson has come home from the hospital this last time, I have found that my hair has begun falling out again. ( I lost a lot when we finally got home from the NICU).  Jackson is changing everyday. He is trying to figure out this world he lives in. And I am still trying to figure out the world now that he is in it. Each day is something new. Today, it was simply me giving in to him sucking his thumb and carrying around his "special".  I see kids doing that I have always thought "not my kid". Well, after some guidance from an experienced mom, I said ok. Today for the second day in a row, I have hit my head on the glass that comes up on the back end of the Jeep. Jacksons' stroller has not been working properly the past few days either.  As Jackson is growing and discovering, he is getting frustrated with not being able to do all that he really wants to do. Like, standing on his own. He needs a lot of assitance with that still. Doing better with stabalizing himself while using the coffe table or couch.

With each new day I am discovering more and more that I am the one who needs to change to meet Jackson's needs. He is still to young to understand how to change. Just like us as new Christians. It takes maturity and time for us to learn how to change to meet the disires of God.