pet loss

Its been four days since saying goodbye to Koko. It has been a very sad and emotional weekend. Its hard not to think about her with all of the years that she gave our family. Just when I think I cant cry anymore, the tears come rushing back. I try not to think of her, but I feel guilty not. I found this sweet website http://www.petloss.com/ that is there to help comfort petowners in times of need. I made a tribute to my dear Koko and added her name to a list of other beloved pets to be remembered.
This weekend my girlfriends here in England through me a baby shower. It was so nice. I recieved some wonderful presents for the girls. I cant wait to see how Jackson will look in the clothes and how he will like the toys that were given to him.
Going back to Koko, loosing a pet is so dificult. I am looking at Bailey right now out of the corner of my eye. She is stretch out sound asleep at the foot of my bed. She is only two years old. Now that I have lost my Koko; I begin to think about the day that I will have to say goodbye to my Bailey and Jez. They are both such sweet dogs. After the loss of Koko, I almost wish I did not have my two girls only because I know that one day I will have to say goodbye to them. That is such a selfish thought I know. Justin and I are able to ofer my crazy girls a pretty good life that they may have not gotten otherwise and for that it is worth it.